I remember in 2013 I found a video that Simrit had done on fists of anger. I had just buried my dad from lung cancer and was filled with unresolved anger and I was desperate to find new tools to handle all the new challenges we're coming into my life. I began listening to her music I begin to practice everything that she taught on YouTube. I began listening to her music as it comforted my rugged soul.I begin strengthening my nervous system and I began to learn what it meant to have a daily practice. Fast forward 2018 I turned 50 in June my husband and I are in that stage in our marriage where we needed to reevaluate how we were communicating with each other. On our vacation this year in June I purchased the Supreme sound and I practiced all the exercises and I remember once my navel was activated how my voice changed. I could be heard. My truth could be spoken. I spoke from my navel. I decided to come off of ssris which are antidepressants after taking them for 30 years I decided to come off of them last November it almost killed me. my body was in shock and I was having neuro storms every day. the practices that I gathered off of YouTube. I needed to have tools and so I started applying the tools that I found online that Simrit and Jai Dev we're teaching. I was thrilled to see this Academy come to be because this is everything I've been asking for -we are in it for life.
My husband was observing this change. he also noticed that I didn't scream at my son anymore he also noticed that I didn't get angry as much as I used to he noticed that when I do get angry I would immediately start to meditate and do my exercises. I would apply the practice.
When we return from vacation this year we had a turning point in our marriage. Through tears I begged him to participate with me I asked him to please allow me to purchase the sweetest Love course.
We purchased it and immediately began the modules. I had never experienced a self-love kriya. I'd only experienced the kryias that I learned about anger. When Dana and I first begin the module and the reverse adi shakti kryia that came along with the first module, I cried through the entire kyria. Not because it hurt. But because I had never loved myself like that before and the voice that was coming through my hand was not my own it was my husband's voice because my husband is who has taught me how to love myself.
I began crying as I felt my hand above my head penetrating my crown with self-love I had never been so kind to myself. Still this brings tears because it was so powerful. We have been doing this every day now for a week as a couple. instead of my husband getting on his computer when he gets home and playing video games he and I have been sitting side by side in front of our OLED practicing these modules ancient techniques. I cry as I type this because I am so grateful. I understand. what's most important about all of this is that are 15-year-old autistic son is watching us do this he's watching us no longer fight and argue he's watching us control our mind and control our emotions. This is a lifestyle. my husband is in complete alignment with doing this for the rest of our life. I wore a turban on my head yesterday during practice and now I understand why you wear a turban and I understand now why you wear white. I never felt so beautiful I never felt so pure I Never Felt So Divine.
I am so grateful for the school. Thank you Jai Dev and Simrit :) Our 15 year old son and I are daily doing the "self love" kyrias and he is pushing through the physical discomfort understanding how it is changing him. This is a powerful lifestyle and the teachings on self love are crucial with the current energies we are living in. My mother was an addict which left me as an adult child of an addict with no voice. When I took Simrits Supreme Sound, it gave me a voice and the ability to be heard as a voice and not just noise. These teachings are tools that are irreplaceable in life. I had a car accident in May and began having extreme anxiety attacks ..actual rushes of terror when I got on 101. I began applying these Kyrias to strengthen my nervous system and I can drive again on the 101. Yesterday I had to pull off and find a shady spot to park so I could practice my breath and apply my tools but I did it and I made it home. What a perfect name of Life Force Academy- I am really LIVING now I am not hiding from anxiety or pain, I am facing it. We three are facing it and getting stronger.-