After this most recent eclipse, so many "issues" I had with myself came to light. I discovered I was my own worst enemy. I was spending more time cloaking than flowing. I was allowing what I was told in the past by broken souls who I was and what I was meant to be here for. I was hiding my light under a bush.
Words are powerful. Words are energy, Proverbs 18:21
The word “spell” comes from the Proto-Germanic “spellan”, meaning “to tell”, which in turn gave rise to the Old English “spellian” and then “spell”. The first recorded instance of "spell", being used to indicate writing or reciting the individual letters of a word, was in the early 15th century. It would later be given the meanings “incantation” (late 16th century) and “to take the place of” (early 18th century).
Words are powerful.
it feels great to come out of the closet so to speak in regards to my beliefs and the work I was called to do and be a part of in this collective.
It is empowering to know you can manage the energy around yourself. You have the tools now :)
I was given a prescription to Valium for my dentist appointment today. I brought it back to her while asking myself why I even thought about it. That was the past. Dental appointments=Valium. We had a laugh about it and I said" Well I have the nitrous oxide so I am ready for take off.
Well ...something was flaky about the nitrous that day which was perfect because a loud voice inside said " test time" I cleared myself and used orange and lavender oil mist I made for panic attacks and went ahead with the procedure. I brought my mindfold, used my free brainwave app and misted myself down with Solace. As I I went from beta to alpha and slipping into theta I began to see my obstacles and how they weren't as huge as i once thought. I felt at peace as I trusted my dental professionals to care for my teeth. I began to mindstorm and see possibilities I didn't knew existed. This has given me another branch to draw on my mind map.
I had horrid dental anxiety until I met my current dentist and this current team I have know me and understand me. This was a real test for me and I stepped into work and it all was beautiful. I activated my inner priestess and enjoyed the entire procedure.
I like that lately you can find the science to back up the whoooo whooo because it just feels nice to have both understandings.